浮世，浮生

这一篇《Vincent》不知算不算多灾多难，在看完《溏心风暴》后挺长时间的上周，我刚刚写完它，该死的单位的老旧PC就不是死机但胜似死机的“植物机”了，直到第二天早上还是史前一万年一般地超超缓速反应着，我只有彻底放弃了第一版的文字，然后拖到今天再版。
《溏心风暴》是无意中在迅雷搜索时发现的，因为那些主演——帅哥林峰、黄宗泽，TVB花旦钟嘉欣、杨怡、蒙嘉慧，还有最近又活跃起来的米雪阿姨，都还算吸引我，便下载来看。
故事还不错，虽然无非是家族恩怨的老套路，但也许是看的粤语原版，剧中人物的表现显得更有说服力。
林峰是我很喜欢的TVB小生，他和钟嘉欣在剧中演情侣档，很是养眼。
林峰扮演的律师程亮，曾经背叛过一次钟嘉欣扮演的女友常在心一次，事后追悔莫及，又因为常在心的执着，一直无法得到她的原谅。在那一段自责等待原谅的时间，程亮用写日记的形式记录着他对常在心的歉意与默默爱护关注，每一次日记的内容都是用主人公的旁白来道出：“没有常在心的日子，第XX日，（天气）”。这一句很简单的话，用广东话念出来真的好好听，至今我的脑海里都可以清晰地重复这个内容。
现在回想起来，这部剧之所以可以打动我，大概就是因为中间很多的细节上的处理设计吧。
程亮在常在心终于原谅他的那一刻遇车祸身亡，而常在心在看完了程亮的日记后也开始用同样的方式来纪念自己的爱人：“没有程亮的日子，第XX日，（天气）”。也是同样的好听的广东话旁白。
在念读日记的时候，画面会经常插入两人相恋时的场景，而程亮最爱唱的那首《Vincent》也会不时出现。
从来没有听过《Vincent》原唱，最早听也是在大学时齐豫的一张翻唱专辑里，差不多10年的时间过去，突然在这么浪漫感人的场景下再次听到，感觉很奇妙，好象多年不见的一个好朋友又重新走进了自己的生活，那份感动不能言喻。

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and gray
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colors changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as
beautiful as you

Starry, starry night
Portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget
Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow
Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They will not listen they're not listening still
Perhaps they never will

音乐就是为了打动人心而出现的吧，就像这首《Vincent》，就是属于星夜下的歌曲，为每一颗属于音乐的心而唱。